Radio Frequencies?

4.11.23 2:45 a.m.

One of these days, I will tell you his real name.

The boy with strong emotions. He usually plays my son’s part. So, I have unknowingly formed some type of well I don’t really know what to call it with him. This has been going on for some time now (with him specifically) anywhere from 1 to 3 years. Again, I’m not really sure because they won’t allow any communication between the two of us. Just brief brushes. I felt his affection for me twice tonight. I think that would be the first time I could actually say that in 7 1/2 years. I felt him care for me. I mean I actually, literally felt his emotion and could reciprocate. I didn’t doubt that he genuinely cared for me. I know they are setting me up. I know he wants to tell me. He doesn’t like what they are doing, what they are planning and what he is a part of. I hate them for him. I hate them for us.

12:27 p.m. 4.11.23

“He didn’t rape him he just poured bleach down his penis.” I just overheard Rachel saying on my kitchen sink. Referring to “Auggie”. I think they burned his stomach too. I think they did so many things to him that I have recently witnessed “remotely” and have heard over the past few years that I didn’t realize were true at the time. Something just happened on the “line” Cracker is flipping out I guess “you’re dead” someone threatens me now; because I said that he was the one that was burned. Amanda M is the biggest ass kisser. She is so fake. She is going to set my son and I up right now with the same a**holes who hurt the other people and my real son before.

I’m not done with you Auggie. Just so you know. We have much to discuss…