“Who raped you?” “Keep going with it” Leann directs Christy Ann. She’s happy she’s doing this to get someone on her side. I say who is this for and they say Jimmy. Christy is mad now.

4:26 p.m. 3.8.23

“Word for word” they mock. I hate these people. It has been 7 years and they get away with this crap because people keep going along with it. “Please remember” Jeff begs.

All of the people here are already promised to the dark side. I tend to forget this.

I wish you could feel these “good guys” through me. Hear them for who they are. See them for who they are.

On the brighter side of things, I just took my baby for a walk in his stroller. It has been a while since we were able to do that. I just started a diet yesterday and I plan to try and turn things around. I will not let them win. My kids mean too much to me to let them get away with all of this. They don’t get to do this to them. They have to know that what they put them through is not okay. It’s unacceptable and people do care. I care. I care so much. It’s so hard for me to express my true feelings and thoughts because they are always here listening and making me uncomfortable. I can’t tell you enough how much I want them gone.

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